MiyuMiyu ;]

Like a once in a lifetime, You changed my world :)

2010-03-09T23:28:00.012+08:00

Ogay ogay! dont have anything to do so decided to update again, recently i've been updating, like fun only la! :D
Anw, took a whole week of MC, so didnt went back to camp :)
Yesterday morning woke up at 7am?
Met boyboy mel and frog at compass point, smoked and went chinatown for eric's court.
When reached there, thought hoseh liao he go in, but luckily court postpone, still got chance! :)
After that mel went to buy watch, lols.
And we went back bhss ^^
Is fun de lor, go back all the teachers like cannot regconise me, but all shock when i say, ' i vance la' HAHAHA.
small king is back man! talked to vp and principal.
walked around school, didnt change lei.
Slacked then went MCYS cos eric need go reporting, saw jae.
Smoked and talk cock, then he go le.
After that went back AMK, and they wanted to go kbox.
So i went home and changed first, met with xab and V sister :)
Took cab city hall and fetch shawn, then off to marina !
Reached there, there were eric, vincent, scam, lian , mel and ronghui boyboy.
Started to sing! Scam brother power, order food for us!
There were suschi, chicken wings, nuggets, stingray, hokkien mee, and rice! :D
After that open 2 martell. Soon some seh some go home.
Mel keep sing song with me :)
Shawn they all go diao bearbear -.-
Xab at there tecktonik with V sister, horny sia them LOL.
Played and havoc till 2am jiu go home le.
Pictures were below :))
133 huat ar~

LOOK AT OUR FOOD!

hehe all so cute right :)

i like this photo best! me with boyboys ;]

we are smiling for you :)

aint we cute?

Brother loves :]

lol this botak is me... :(

The most handsome and humsup guy, xab (:

CUTE! LOL!

ok la goodnight :D
ily snorlax [;

Snorlax! :)

2010-03-06T17:17:00.008+08:00

Hey yo! Bored, so want to update blog about last week to now :)

Last week fri, went east coast park bbq with chen they all.

midnight cabbed to father there and drank with camp mates.

after that went back east coast again and slacked to morning.

Sat, went cine first, wanted to watch movie, but tickets were all sold out :(

So nvm, walked with chen, lun, bee, vincent, ronghui, lian and clique to cathay.

Halfway, walked past bunk, saw familiar faces and kuku billy jeans, HAHAHA.

So went cathay and watch Wolfman, FK THE SHOW MAN.

I give it 1/10, fking waste of time and my money -.-

After that went back amk and home. ;)

Pictures are below!

Group pic :)

Look at them, so cute LOL!

WHOSE IS BETTER !!! :(

Yesterday, book out, went compass point and meet mother and sister for dinner ^^

After that, boyboy melvin came and met me.

Went my house , slacked and went bt. timah :)

met 54596, pass sth jiu go le :(

went to my father's nightclub and met up with ronghui, lian, xiaoahboy, ford, vincent, daryl, ken, hanwei, velda and alicia. (:

Father opened 4 martell for us -.-

Daryl and ford drunk halfway, daryl vomit, eew ._.

All like drunk already, sing songs and play photo hunt and pool till 3am.

Something happened, after that head back amk and went home :)

And, 5 more days to poh's ORD.

Brother, see you want ord le, i happy for you :)

Can dye hair and keep hair le ah! Cb kia you hahahah!

Pictures are below! Love all of you!

How cool we are woots rockers :D

Cheese!!

ORD LOR! LOL BYE.

ily. :)

a brand new start

2010-02-22T00:43:00.008+08:00

2010 have arrived as u know, so everything shall start afreash!

A new beginning, a brand new start for all of us. :)

Shall update about these past few days then.

Fri, book out jiu chiong go home! changed and ate dinner with mother and sister.

After that went amk, met sitoh and the rest, slacked at kpool, went to big S to drink and take photos :)

Wanted to lau yushen but cb close already!!!

Xiaoahboy and ford wanted to see me so badly so they came at midnight to meet me, while chen go home -.-

Bought beer, went to nearest cc to slacked and drinked.

Play cards, and do our '133' exercise :D

Was so fun lo, run here and thr cb ! LOL!

Played and took photos again! Morning, cabbed home kun la -.-

Shall post photos below ;)

Sat, relatives came to my house, after that went cine with chen, lun and bee to watch a show call Da Bin Xiao Jiang i think.

It was a funny and meaningful show by Chen Long, my rating for it 9/10 !!!!

After that went back amk meet the rest, start our mission lols.

All the way until midnight then go home le.

Today didnt book in, took MC :D

Went jurong point have family reniuon dinner, cabbed with father to his night club to meet xiaoahboy and ford :)

Drank, smoked, sing song, play pool and now im home ^^

Allright, shall post pics now ! Enjoy and have a good 2010 ok everyone!

133!~

Blur!!

Family pic with sitoh! No have scam, tea, xiaoahboy, ford, yap, guowei and shawn.

HAVOC!

After 133 exercise :D

And to dogs out there, whoever not happy with me, im waiting for u all to try me aww :(

BYE AND GOODNIGHT ;]

last post, really last post, tc everyone ;]

2009-12-06T23:15:00.011+08:00

yo babies! hahaha its been so so long, since i updated.

allright, im updating now only cos im going in ns in 2 days. :(((

ytd, was the day i know brothers really do exist, and it was the happiest day of my life.

went the one, after that amk ;]

met poh heng, ronghui , fuchen, bee, lun, ken etc. went to eat first.

after that poh went home to take money, while lun, ken and ronghui went cine to order cake first.

cos we wanted to give poh a surprise! :)

so we rot at amk mrt, waited for poh to come, then off we cab to cineleisure.

reached, went kbox and saw zhonglian bro, tea bro, shawn, ahhao, and ford.

order cake le, and plan for quite some time in kbox cos we need to gup total money of $975!

finally we got the money, and everybody was broke -.-

we ordered dua pao! LOL.

went to the gigantic room, cos we had a total of 20 pple inside.

hanwei and the girls later arrived. and my stupid PLUGGY jie bluff me say she nvr come ;(

in the end give me surprise lmao! my bestie , jason arrived later too .

all started to plan how to surprise poh, so ask him go toilet first, while we plan swee swee.

so cake arrived, and i take the cake and hide first.

later poh came in, we jitao sing happy birthday song to him!

HAHAHAHA this mother fker almost cry i know. ;]

he made a wish, then blow the candles liao. all kui bao him LOL.

we even bought one bracelet for him!

after that he even drank matel like an idiot!
poh leong and melvin reached late. ~_~

soon the girls got so drunk~ things happened, here vomit thr vomit.

LOL. after that we got so high, me sing XIAO NIAO for everyone, everyone started throwing ice at me wtf -.-!

then last few songs were backstreet boys and jaychou songs,

then techno lai liao! MRVAIN!

chen, lian, hanwei all start to dance!

while me tea scam busy drinking chivas ;]

the resst either were dead drunk or doing other stuffs.

time flies like how birds fly, soon 6am liao.

go downstairs took some group pics ^^

hahaha, then went eat, then went home with sotplug jie, huiyee, and shawn.

AND NOW IM FKING BOTAK T_T haiz.. here are the pictures~

i love you brothers♥

one family♥

Preparing~

poh is making a wish!

poh blowing the candles!

chen helping poh wear the bracelet~

POH UR SO DEAD!

HAHAHA this is funny!

fk look at my face -.-

CHEN WHY U KISS ME!!!!

group pic 1~

group pic 2~

ALL OK ;D

For ESTHER JIE:

So as you recalled, we've known each other since 13th June 2009? haha.

the first time i met u, you were still so innocent!

NOW, like auntie liao lei, dressing all change, ;]

And i rmb how you asked me to be your didi and all those.

Thanks for all the memories and caring for me at era last time..

Till now, you never fail to be there for me when im down. Thanks jie (:

U owe me 1 martell!

Hehe, hope you really find your happiness soon ok?

Pls open eyes big big la, choose correct guy like me k! LOL.

Shall meet u when i book out, tc ;] loves.

To SGT brothers:
Xiaoahboy:

EH kim moh siao! you now at taiwan, rmb what i told you ok, come back pls tc of the rest ah ! Thx for even calling me when you were at taiwan at saturday. i'll miss you (:

XiaoBee, Poh heng, Fuchen, Weilun, Ken:

HEHE im joining you all already! Lets book out call each other ah! :D

Thx for all the advices and care, you guys rock!

Guowei:

3 yrs bro liao, you better miss me! & if u read this post, pls also rmb what i say. I want to see all united and okay when i book out ah!

Ford:

You this fking cb, next time call pple, call 1 time ask finish can? dont everytime call 5-6 times to ask, i dont like gan u one, but its for ur own good. Follow the rest when im in camp, thx for everything too.

Xiaoshawn, Ahhao:

You these 2 akaliao brother, better look after each other, actually i only worry abt ahhao, cos he still gong gong 1, pls ah, when i come out i want to see you become fierce car! Shawn, go cut hair ! I BOTAK LIAO, COME JOIN ME :D

Hanwei & Drea sister:

Oi ang moh pai and shaggy boobs, you 2better last long ok (:

Thx shaggy boobs for always advicing me what to do and so on, but sometimes ur rather hot tempered, so try to change ok? Best sister i ever had allright? {:

Hanwei, same goes to u and the rest, and pls shave ur armpit hair! LMAO jkjk.

Zhonglian, melvin, ronghui, tea, scam, poh leong, eric:
Bros takecare (: A very big ty to all to you at kbox, im glad i have you this bunch of bro, love you all :) ROCKERS! ast(:

To baby:

Sorry for making you cry these few days, i just dk how to express out my feelings.

Ty for saying you will wait for me 2 yrs or whatever, not any girls will do that.. haha.

Idk what to say to you, but, what i promised you i still will do, like msging or calling u everyday.

Dont worry bah. I'll be fine inside.

Idk what to say. But..

I love you.

Takecare everyone.. :')

Bye.

♥

2009-10-29T23:50:00.010+08:00

!hello im back! :]
very long since i've last blog cos my blog is screwed!
and now its back thanks to baby (:
anyway, my NS letter came weeks ago, and i've been posted to police ! -,-
o9/12/o9
so i told sisters and brothes, i wanted to go sentosa, escape, snowcity and ktv before i go in.
LOL retarded, but they promised me :]
heh these few days were SENGKANG SENGKANG AND MORE SENGKANG! LMAOS.
hmms, yesterday was quite fun luh. ;D
As usual, met up with jincai,xiaoahboy, xiaoboy and ford at my house downstairs.
Slacked, waited for baby, shaggy boobs sister and weiwei bestie to arrive.
They came at last, hanwei brother too. Then smoked, eat , drink.
Baby left first, as she got school the next day, well.
Police came and screened us, -.- Knn no 1 day never tio screened 1.
Nvm, then we started to get bored, so we decided to go the Pungool Slaugtering farm.
Wanted to cab thr, but knn the drivers are retarded.
So we walked there, to pass time too.
Walking halfway , we saw 1 baby SNAKE. LOL. The rest got so curious and weiwei wanted to catch it -.-
Then we saw 1 frog too, standing there like a statue LOL. Sengkang got so many creatures sia ~_~
Walked halfway to pungool there, we stopped at 1 nice place to take pictures xD
here they are~

i know the pictures are chio right ;]

then the whole night were EXPLORING, WALKING, SMOKING, TALKING COCK, and LAUGHING ;D

we walked the whole pungool, cannot find the farm :(

then saw 1 guy, shaggy boobs and weiei beste say he very SHUAi.

hanwei bro got jealous lmao!

then went to explore the bangala construction site, knn very exciting LOL.

and morning all went home, ;]

ok thats all. BYEBYE .

:)

2009-09-27T09:55:00.003+08:00

I LOVE FELICIA, DREADREA SISTER, XAB, XKEN, XBOI, XSHAWN, AND WEIWEI THEY ALL LA OK :D

i miss urban dual :(

ken, pls tc inside :)

2009-09-08T01:36:00.004+08:00

im very very shag now..

i really lun till im home then spill everything out.

these few days, and weeks spending mostly togerther with weiwei, sotplug and ken they all..

im really really happy.. very very happy.. those memories we had, those times we shared joy and sadness togther. we never failed to leave each other..

aft ktv, and all those outings i had with them, finally today's outing is the las tday for ken. cos he's going ns tmr morning..

went to pula ubin today..

i can say i really did enjoy myselves, even though its hot, its torturing there, brothers and sisters de smile never fail to make me smile too :)

esp ken.. we cycled together in a 2 rider seat today, and we keep talk abt alot of things..

finally when we took a bus 59 and im alighting first, i gave him a hug, and i get down..

i was controlling my emotions in the bus till i get down..

i bth already.. :'(

cried for the another half journey to era, luckily emodan nephew and sotplug jie were thr for me..

think of all those memories we used to havoc around, and ken nvr fail to make me laugh like a mad man..

although he's childish at times, but all these 6 to 7 tmhs together he really changed alot..

i guess im a good taoeh lol ;x

i know u wont be reading this, cos u just called me and said u go slp le ><

but i hope u know, u play a special part in my life..

i want u to be happy inside, who bully u tell me i sure whack him :)

the msg u send me just now. i still keeping with me..

'van be strong, ur our taoeh, cant cry. i promise u i come out first let u touch my botak head',

i really cannot tahan my tears..

sigh..

why am i so weak? why.. will anyone understand?

and weiwei, pls dont mia le ok? i hope aft just now talking to u u are ok le..

u know i dote on u the most too right ? :)

xken and me at pula ubin :)

lastly, i will wait for u to be out ...

nights.

i am back.

2009-08-24T00:07:00.002+08:00

i am back, yes i am back.
but, i'll mia from era awhile.. i just feel its the right decision to do so.
many many things happen these days, happy and sad ones.
di tao problems, friends problems, relationship problems, and family problems are bothering me likke fk x.x
but thx to some who care for me, i felt better ;P

wont be blogging w/o any good reason.
i just wana say, i miss my brothers, emodan, weiwei , sotplug jie, ketamine jie, ford and alot alot la.
i somehow miss the old times when im at amk with guowei they all.. haiz :(
i miss ddr, pump it up..
i miss my old friend, jason.
zxzxz.
post when something happen ba, nights .

sorry weiwei.. :(

my life is a joke.

2009-07-28T23:55:00.000+08:00

haha my blog is rotting, so is my life too.

im currently at my ahma hse, being chase out of hse (:
i've no where to go anymore, no money to support myself..
what can i do..
if i could turn back time, i wont be so useless..
now i really regret what i've being doing all along..

i know u wont see this, but i just want to say, im sorry mum..
im really sorry, it really hurts me to see u send me, 'i have no such son like u, ur as useless as ur dad, dont ever come back anymore i mean it'.
hahas.

i know its too late..
i really feel like killing myself.
Wont be updating anymore.
Bye.

happy birthday to me! :D

2009-07-04T09:07:00.003+08:00

Oh yea im home and im so effing tired, but im still gonna post what happened ytd D:
there are happy and sad times..
but i enjoyed myself though throughout the celebration my brothers and sisters hold for me. :)
NOT FORGETTING TO WISH MYSELF A HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY ^^

yesterday morning, baby pon-ed school to come my house. bad girl, why always pon ):
if not how u yang me next time siah! ;x
then she slept like a pig while i play the com until 2plus.
i go disturbed her, she woke up, then my turn to fall asleep LMAO.
-_- heng woke up at 3.30 and faster rushed go bathe! OMG.
met billyjeans at compass point and took a cab to plaza sing straight, wtf.
reach there, saw ALOT ALOT OF PEOPLE.
there were x.red, x.soul, B erzi, weiwei, sotplug, kentamine, quin, chee ho, eric, and alot alot la !
xiaoboy, ziwei, botak, jae and hanwei came too ;O
was damn touched can. not forgetting yirong and bunbun :D
thanks alot of holding this bbq for me ok bro!
allright, then set off to bukit panjang, i swear the bus is damn fking long, and we were all standing the whole journey. and baby wasnt feeling well ):
reached around 6.30.
was like waiting for the bbq to start, we all slacked and smoked.
then weiwei and baby wanted to go toilet, so pei them go opposite de toilet.
the toilet is !@#$ dirty _l_
after that, B called weiwei, he said he was scared..
i got already a weird feeling sth happened, so when we waiting for the traffic light, we saw a bunch of 16 pple at our bbq thr, i know sth not right liao, jitao run over, nearly to car bang la -_-
nbcb.. xiaoboy kena whack, FOR STARING AT THEM WTF?
the fuckers left. blood keep coming out from him and i swear i was fking guilty, if it wasnt my birthday we wont even go thr, so i cried and cried..
brother, i promise you, i will kio them back de. im really sorry , im really am.
after baby and the rest cheered me up , i felt better.
so the bbq starts at arnd 8? but im very moodless throughout the bbq..
sotplug jie, ketamine and yirong were busy bbqing for the rest, aww thanks alot <3 dont have the appetite to eat, but botak asked me eat abit so i did. at arnd 10 baby have to go home ): so send her to take a cab and she left. soon we left panjang to era le. i swear i hate that fking place now cb. it was a long journey again to era, but time pass fast cos sotplug jie keep disiao me! D: and hp flooded with birthday msgs ;x reached era, played com, slacked. around 3 plus, x.red and x.soul came. LOL. and they started to cut cake, and they sang birthday song for me^^ make a wish, and that is 'SYH FOREVER'. ;x deep in my heart, i just want to be with my baby and everyone else around me forever.. blowed candles. and CHAOS START. XIAOKEN THROW ONE CAKE TO AHBOY FACE, HAHAHA TIO JACKPOT SIA. everybody started to chase each other with cake, and era became chaos LOL. had so much fun la, and x.red bought beer too, thanks alot (: soon morning came, so go home le . here are the pics i took ytd .

thats all. and im happy this way :)
era family are loved♥
not forgetting my baby, 18th. yes i rmb all our promises, ily.. ♥
and brother, rmb, we will be back to kio them, i promise..

18th's forever :)

2009-07-01T09:46:00.006+08:00

IM VERY VERY DE TIRED AH T.T
but bobian. must stay awake for baby, cos maybe she pon-ing sch to find me D:
haha these days really nvr update much, im too lazy :D
yesterday, went to find baby at her house there, i one day bo see her i think i can bang wall ):
im addicted to you baby <3
she brought down our baby ^^
is sibei cute can, like real baby loh!
then slacked, smoked, talked with baby , and have happy times with baby ^^
i miss your hug );
then went era at arnd 8. saw poop, weiwei, B, ken, jae, botak, guowei, billyjeans, xiaoboy and alot.
then at 10pm faster join audi competition :D
WA SUPER LAG LA.
1st round, we vs air_toot, WOOTS WIN SIA, I JUMP AT ERA LOL.
2nd round, vs JIA i think o.o WIN ALSO. :D
3rd round win.
4th round baby lag ): then i x8 loh! wasted ):
but its ok baby, i didnt blame you, tonight try again okehs ?!
:B win or lose nvm, what matters is you happy i happy :)
then ate prata, talked with baby until she slp ;x
so slacked all the way till morning -_-
going home was fun! disiao xiaoboy de ex in bus, and alot la! FUNNY BODOH :D
i love all brothers la <3 ESP BABY ^^
took some photos at era :x abit zilian ah! ;x

baby, i love you.
yes i wont ever say goodbye, and lets prove to everyone that forever did exist.
i just simply.. cant stop loving you ;)
18th's forever♥

happy birthday baby (:

2009-06-29T00:12:00.003+08:00

OMFG. sorry everyone for not updating for so so long ):
cos too busy with going out with baby and going home to slp LOL ;x

allright lah, and 29th is my baby's birthday! which is today!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU OK BABY, I LOVE YOU MANYMANY! C:
yesterday, was busy spending time with baby and brothers, for more info read her blog ;x
had bad times yesterday, but they say, quarrels make a relationship stronger ^^
im not implying that i should quarrel with her everyday -_- but that cold war proves to me that i actually matter to her ;)
sorry baby for making you cry, but rmb what i said?
i wont make u cry again le :D
today went somewhere, ahem, it was damn sweet, but i cant tell baby yet, its gonna be a surprise tmr for her :D
its nth much, but at least i put in all my heart inside for you ok<3 ^^
and baby is pon-ing sch to find me tmr morning cos of her extensions :X
bad baby, but its sweet la, early in the morning meet seh LOL =D
nth much to blog ler ba, IM HAPPEH this way (:
sat's my birthday, and rong is opening a bbq for me on fri!
omg damn touched can , era pple also coming!
poop opening beer for me, i really damn gan dong la, i love my era family lots<3
not forgetting my actual birthday at sat, its gonna be spend only with my baby<3
SENTOSA hohoho ^^
ILY,
18th's.
lastly, happy 15th birthday to you again baby; you know you mean the world to me now.

ily baby :)

2009-06-21T10:43:00.002+08:00

HOHO, here to post again :D
was very tiring ytd but it was worth it luh (:
went era at 10 plus to meetup with xboy & hanwei.
then took bus to bedok inter and change bus to bedok resevoir ;O
LOL. i let baby wait super long, im sorry :(
alighted the bus and start looking for them,
went to the lakeside and saw BABY, blur, yuxuan, drea & clara.
they were so seh* except my baby wasnt, guai (:
hor then baby told me she was damn hungry , so i went to buy meehoon for her :D
touched ma ? i walked so far just to buy for u! ;x
baby told me the beehoon is nice (: of cos la i buy one ma, got add ai xin inside ok! =.=
slacked, smoked, then took a cab to era.
played audi with baby they all.
AND finally we coupled at audi :B :B :B
happy la, but didnt take SS down ):
saded, nvm.
after that B told me he wanted go ECP, so pei him go with yirong they all..
im sorry baby, hai u walk so far until ur leg got blister )))))))):
SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY X100000000000000000000000 ):
morning soon came, and everybody headed home.
it was a long, tiring day but i love it , cos i got to see baby for 7 hrs :D

i just wanted to say..
I LOVE YOU FELICIA BABY ! 18th June 2009 ♥ forever and ever..

18th ;]

2009-06-18T11:12:00.004+08:00

T_T was slping halfway de, bi texted me . HOR , see lah wake me up now i not tired le ;o

LOL. was really fun ytd :D

met my mother at compass point first, have dinner tgr, and after that i go take bus 87 to bedok le (:

went era, saw lots and lots of people.

some things happened -_-

cos of one small kid, some people quarreled.

Saw weiwei , sotplug jie and many.

they were really moody ~_~

weiwei doesnt want to stay at era, so me and her took a cab go bedok resevoir find botak!

BAI KA, CANNOT WALK MUST HOP LOL.

get well soon by this friday ! :)

so jae, xahboy, xboy came too.

slacked, talk cock, smoked then botak went home le.

as usual, cabbed to era back.

money FLY again x.x

played audi, then blahblahblah, sotplug jie idiot la.

ask ming help her play 188, hai me lose ):

LOL. after that decided to go east coast again ;x

kid cycled weiwei, and we cycled to east coast park!

WEIWEI U ARE DAMN LUCKY !@#$

INSTANT PLAY THE MACHINE THEN GOT 2 PIGS LE T_T

i see le heart itchy, then go play too ;x

spent 4 bucks, AND OH I GOT A PINK PIG TOO LOL.

SO BIG LA :D

then we shun bian help sotplug jie get 1 too, but failed.

But we got a stitch for her !
was so happy, bi touched right ? :)

heng u talked to me on phone, give me luck uh ^^

so cycled back era, have lots of fun,

B help me take some pictures too ;x

and i just edited them , here they are.

18th June 09, ily <3>

always be my one and only .

happehhh :D

2009-06-17T09:45:00.002+08:00

LOL. just reached home o.o!
ytd woke up damn late, so wake up straight go era my 2nd home :D
reached there, saw hanwei, guowei, fel, billyjeans, clara and so on..
and somebody's nice idea to go pasir ris luh! D:
went pasir ris, sibei sian, and get dulan over some people and stuffs x.x
saw alot of people there too, knn, alot people ya ya there -_- bth .
my dearest jae came, he's sick, fuck man, sick should rest at home!
get well soon ok brother?
slacked, smoked, talk cock blahblah then cabbed to era.
~_~ money flyed like pigs.
hahaha ;o

saw sotplug jie, weiwei, B and so on.. :D
si jie and weiwei, bluff me say no go era ah! ):
lolol. was playing 188 with Ming, jie keep disiao say i noob!
BAD JIE . dont think u small i scare you ;x
anyway to sotplug jie, cheer up ok? dont so emo! didi here for you <3
haha fel they all came too after that.
get rather bored, so me and xahboy decided to ride bicycle to east coast do sth :X
he rided weiwei, so sweet siol LOL.
so fun luh, then i spent all my 10 bucks on the toy machine,
TMD, i thought my 10 bucks fly le T-T
then the last 1 dollar make me earn a lion toy! LOL.
rided back to era, gave the toy to fel [:
hope you like it ok?!
LOL. slacked, played com. then went home le :B
i swear i love era lots, and not forgetting the people there :)

gonna slp now , and wake up go era! :)
im sorry, its not too late.

shag! D:

2009-06-16T10:30:00.004+08:00

Omg >.<
sorry didnt post for the past few days, alot of things happen uh! :(

14th June 2009
went to jae's house to bbq, lol.
when reached there, i saw a bunch of dead faces.
lol i jitao thought what happen, actually is they nvr slp prepare for the bbq!
so nice of them brothers, and xiaobai kor bbq for us the whole day luh, xinki ni le :)
so more and more pple came, forgot took pic lah that day T_T
got billyjeans, guowei nurse, xiaobai kor, botak, jae, xiaoboy, yirong, kitty, velda, hanwei, xbee, xahboy.
so sad, nvr take family picture T-T.
i miss u guys lots..
and i promised someone to go home, so i did :D
went home, talked on phone awhile. and off to bed. zzzz..

15th June 2009
sibei fun day, era at night is the best! :D
met my brothers there, and saw weiwei and B they all.
LOL.
damn funny lah, then sth happened, so me and xiaoken went east coast park to slack with them.
hoho was quite sian at era so.. yea :D
LOL. that idiot keep make me laugh , fker -_-
then saw 2 rental bicycles, so me and ken was thinking, 'era far leh cb. want take and zao anot?'
LOL so we decided and take and run!
wa fucking funny, laughed like fk when riding on the way back to era :D
slacked, played com, smoked and off to home :D
mum returned from malaysia ytd, sianzxzx .

oh and B, dont kena bully by other pple liao la. i know yu got read my blog one,
so yea, i will help u when u neeed my help :)
BE A MAN. LMAO. must treat me coke again next time ok :D

i..
love..
you..
3354241, sigh ):

my life is just a joke.

2009-06-10T08:59:00.002+08:00

hi blog, this may be the last post im posting.
tmr, there is sth impt i must go and settle it, if its successful, nth will happen, if its not, i may not come back alive..

im already mentally prepared.
haved fun with brothers at era yesterday night, how i wish i could really turn back time and have fun with them once more.

idk why, my mind is all about you now.
im really worried about you when that day that thing happened..
sigh, idk should i love you or not..
D:
or perhaps i dont even have the chance to love again?

i just want a simple life now ):
pls grant me this wish.

2009-06-09T03:58:00.002+08:00

at era now with jae, xboy, botak, ken, and rong.
feeling horrible..
i need someone to rely on, someone who really will be there for me when i need her..
i've given up on you, last long with him .

im nothing, but a thrash, im gonna mia soon. .
_l_ up life.

):

2009-06-08T12:30:00.001+08:00

i cried, idk what to do anymore.
everyone around me is acting weird.
brothers, ignoring me.
and.. i dont want to say anymore. i feeled betrayyed.
):

bye.

i leveled :D

2009-06-07T17:44:00.004+08:00

YAY! PLAYED AUDI FOR 4 HOURS FINALLY I LEVELED. :D

i x12 for the song beautiful so happyyyyyyyyyy :)

see the shuai me ;X level 34 Kisama :D

family

2009-06-07T10:18:00.007+08:00

1 long week since i updated, and somehow so many things happened recently, i shall only blog about happy times allright (:

5th June 09
shall blog about that day, woke up around afternoon ? ;x
and went to amk to cut my hair, heh now nicenice la :x
went home, bathed. and took a cab to hougang to meet xahboy, knn from sengkang to hougang 8 bucks -_-
lol. then bought tissue and mineral water and go meet drea and fel, wa piang walk damn fking far leh T_T
LOL. poor thingsss, sell ice cream , HAIZ.
LOL.
went to era after awhile :D
met lots and lots of pple, era rocks luh (:
went prata shop, JAE keep took photos of me eating T_T
so nice to shoot me uh! nvr die before sibo ;x
HAHA have lots of fun lah (:
played audi till morning, took family photo :)

i love u all brothers (:

look at my guowei, fierce :D

yo ar yo era family :B

thats all, everyone head home after that , 4BL ♥

somewhere, somehow, in the deepest part of my heart, that empty shell w/o you.
imy,
love hurts.

i regret .

2009-05-30T08:57:00.002+08:00

haiz, like standard sia, reach home bathe, on com, then start blogging again -_-
so hello :D
LOL.

yesterday plainly just S-U-C-K-S.
went to compass point, met up with ahdi, then took bus 109 to changi village chalet.
then walked to jiang si chalet, lol got 1 dog in the chalet.
so slacked around, smoked, play with dog, then start bbq le.
i was the one bbqing , knn super tiring la ):
then cats keep on jumping want to grab those food, i faster scare them away, walao i swear im not gonna bbq again, ^^
and i think the food got poison sia, i jitao stomachache T.T
nvm.
went white sands, met up with hanwei, x.ahboy :D
zz then went era, got problem thr -_-
zz i dont want to say what happen la, humji la they all LOL.
then slacked with eric, duahboy , botak, emodan, husky, xiaoken, and idk le -_-

lol. around 2 plus we cabbed to vivo, met up with guowei, billyjeans, jae, velda, blur, sarah, yuxuan. and i slept throughout ^^
AND FUCK THE BUS LA.
2 hrs sia, my pigu now so pain _l_
D:

happy 6th day bee (:
idk if u do or not, but i do love you);
25.o5.o9♥

2009-05-29T02:59:00.002+08:00

okay back home :}
didnt ton okay!!! im learning to be guai le ^^
HAHA, today was quite fun and tiring ~_~

woke up at 3.30 ?
then bathed and stuff ._.
went to meet snoopy and took at cab to bugis :D
bought a pack of next chill , then went to find bee.
omg so paiseh can -_-
LOL, didnt manage to say hi and pass her the cookie monster le (:
im glad she liked it, so sorry ok, next time i will say hi de [;
HA, and she went off with her friends ;o
sad leh, imy ):
after that jincai came, ate burger king, saw manymany pple.
LOL. i went to buy my shorts , then i saw AHDI OMG!
then talked and talked, abit guilty ._.
then pei him go play king of fighters ;D
then ahjon kor came, talked again -_-
haiz, then took bus 80 to lan.
msned awhile, then wanted to take bus home.

F-U-C-K NO BUS ALREADY, LOL.
so walked home, cos promise bee ma >.<
tired leh, sweat like hell too ):
bought acash ;D
gonna audi later with bee <3
ily ((:

happy 5th day bee!! :B
im still counting okay , see im so good (:
imy alot alot leh , but nvm ;x
loveyou k, dont doubt yrselves anymore!
25.o5.o9♥

i hate pple who betray me! ):

2009-05-28T08:14:00.003+08:00

home sweet home ;)
;O
tired like dog already lah! LOL.

lazy blog about yesterday leh, but nvm just blog ba, i just found out blogging is actually quite fun -_-
lmao, met up with billy and guowei ._. sian luh. slacked around, bought sth* ;x
HEHE. then eileen and yalan they all come slacked. fuck luh got daiji -_-
then drag and drag, more and more pple come down, lazy write what happen la. in the end sua -.-? WTF XIASUAY SIA, WE 3 GUYS U ALL SO MANY PPLE COME DOWN FOR FK?!
LOL.

then took bus 80 to upper serangoon lan ._.
blahblahblah, audi-ed with BEEE, didnt dota ^^
LOL.
then i hug COOKIE MONSTER* fall asleep.
;x
and so the story goes on and im home (:

going bugis later :D
mother give me money buy clothes!!!!!
yay! gonna buy next chill, my moving rubber, and my clothes ;D
im happy ^^

happy 4th day bee ((:
love you la ok?
dont want you to cry again ok?
i'll revive ur hearttttt ;DD
25.o5.o9♥

loves (:

2009-05-27T01:26:00.002+08:00

ahh im home (:
today good boy ok, no tonning, see im so guai!
heh , went to compass point yet again -.-
met billy and jae .
slack-ed, smoked. and bought bubble tea -.-
then they pei me go wait bus 80, thanks brothers (:
4bl buay xiasuay ah!
LOL.

reached hougang. went to meet xiaobai kor (:
lol get well soon uh, i know u sick la.
then go hougang mall. walked around, still dont have big cookie monster LOL.
sian uh, bee dont disappointed ok ? :x
nvm, so after that 11 plus xiaoboy come le.
TALK AND TALK AND TALK UNTIL I CAN SLP SIA, so take bus go home =.=
BORING LIFE D;
heh . nvm bee's waiting for me at msn ;x

happy 3rd day bee ;D
*gives u honey ok mama bee~
you brighten up my life, and dont leave me k fatty bombom ;x
ily ♥
25.o5.o9[;

tired ):

2009-05-26T08:22:00.003+08:00

oh finally im home ;D
yesterday. okok lah quite boring -.-!
met up with billy and jae to compass point to change my ear stud to a black one, style man xD
after that bought a pack of next chill, (bee's fav ;x ? )
heh and went to look for bee's cookie monster ;x
omg lah nvr saw big big version leh, only medium size ):
NVM, I WONT GIVE UP LOL.

after tt went out to upper serangoon road for lan. met up with botak, xiaoboy, xiaoahboy, velda and co. it was damn cheap yo! so if anyone finding cheap lan tell me i bring you go ;x
$1 per hr, shiok si le. (:
so play dota for an hr first. sibei sian, texted bee.
so play audi with her for like 2 hrs ? ;o i cant rmb.
after that went out smoke then off com le ):
was waiting for bee to call me, but her mum's room no phone i think, sigh :(
but its ok, i understand kay ?
imy imy imy imy imy ):

;o im tired, and ima gonna go to bed soon.
plus bee's slping so yea ^^
BYE PEOPLE.

25.05.09 ♥

im back :)

2009-05-25T17:36:00.000+08:00

HELLO AND VANVAN IS BACK :D

im gonna make this blog alive again. *revives (:

i didnt lied to you.

2009-02-01T12:57:00.002+08:00

Blog im so sorry D:
I promised to update you more often from on lah, was too busy recently.
Well yesterday, i can only say it sucks.
Woke up at 7.30 when i slept only at 5 plus, super tired.
Nvm lorh, then go school take the stupid plastic, saw alot of schools doing the donation thing too.
As usual, i dont give a damn, go home right after i took the thing.
Slp and slp, 12 i pia cab to school again. ._.
no life ~_~
Then was at home THE WHOLE DAY.
FUCKING BORING !!!

Okay at around 12.30, i told dear that i want sleep le.
I really swear i went to sleep ok! I didnt lied to you about going to sleep,
My aunt was really using the com x.x
I was so tired le, where still got energy play any stupid thing sia.
Hope you understand. Please reply me asap.
Ily <3
Bye ):

2009-01-15T19:46:00.002+08:00

Hellos ;)
Idk what to blog about leh, so long never blog le siol ._.
Anyway, these few days in school are quite okay with andrew around(:
Thanks for being a great friend that studys with me, eat with me, crap with me, most imptly, i cant live at class without your psp.
So yea thanks (:

Haha, great news, eugene is out from RTC ;D
Well, actually not really out, he bao lu again -.-
Nnb, ask you dont run still run, qian da si bo?!
LOL.
Tmr meeting eugene, jincai, guowei, ziwei, joy, jason, ah soon, and kira (:
Yes ton again, standard la have been doing that for weeks le ;x
Lalalas.
Happy that i have been getting good grades for my maths recently, top of 5N1 AND 5N2 leh, zai bo?!
LOL .

I shall shut up now, nothing to crap here le.
BYE.

im back :D

2009-01-11T16:46:00.000+08:00

Dear blog, im back :)
To make you alive once more !

im lonely without you here ):

2008-09-01T00:40:00.002+08:00

its been 10 hours since you left, 10 long hours..
im very lonely here, i am very lonely in singaore...
i've no appetite to eat, dont feel like even drinking water..

why you must leave me here alone here in sg? why? );
hais, i regretted. why i let u go in the first place, i should have stop u and dont let u go for the cruise.
its like, something is missing from my life, it really breaks my heart..
2 more days to my N levels, i need you here );

sigh, baby faster come back..

iloveyou T.T

2008-08-31T00:06:00.002+08:00

hellos :DDD

its been so long since i touch this blog, so hello again!
im just talking to myself anw, but its fun blogging xP
ahahhs.

today is 31st of august, and dearie is going cruise later already, for 5 days. D;
im gonna miss her alot, alot.
my brain cells are going to hurt, cos im going to miss her 10 times, or even more.
its hard to imagine how life will be without her, cos she had become a part of my life. ><
sigh, 5 days.
and there's my damn N levels next week, tmd, social studies, eng and mother tongue tongue, like this >> =PPPP

i guess these nights and days i'll be extremely bored, and of cos, lonely.
but im used to it, cos thats how i am in sch now.
i've leave those bad friends, and i swear nvr to go back with them again.
(:

life still needs to carry on, but im not going it through without you by my side.
i know u wont be able to see this, but i just wana say,
iloveyou, tan xinhui, baby.
i will wait for u come back de ok? ):

im sad, im mood-less. bye ):

2008-07-30T18:57:00.003+08:00

hellos.
im currently very bored): this blog seems dead, so decided to update it.

recently, so many things happened.. (none of them is gd though) hais.
there was like my prelims.. fuck sia i think i done badly lor ):
no mood ma, do what sai exams.. sian lah.

these days also quarrel and quarrel..
i saw sth ytd, today again saw sth.. i wont spell it out..
im just very upset.. very ):
luckily there's my kor and bestie to talk to :D

pls dont make empty promises if you yrselves cant fulfil them.
it really hurts, hurts seeing those things im not supposed to see..
it just tells me u are a liar..
bye..

2008-07-09T18:20:00.002+08:00

okay its been a week since i updated. actually this blog is full of emo stuffs -.-
its not going to change for today's post too.

these few days are the same, BORING.
only yesterday, baby pei wo cos its our 500th days together. hahs, was happy of course..
and here comes the emo day after ytd,
today was supposed to meet her after sch de. but end up, her friend meeting her early so cant le); so nvm, im disappointed, very.
so stay back at sch do dnt folio, wtf damn sian can, take pic here and thr, do the presentation board thingy. tired, fell asleep for an hour, mrs han take book smack my head -.-
i wake up, ' oi , yao si ah'! LOL. anw, she's a nice teacher (:
so went home at 5 plus.

fuck, just reach home, on msn, and a msg frm that ESMOND pops out. he type it to me while i was offline. 'hey. i think my feelings for xh are..'
like wtf?
i thought everything is being so CLEAR to him already,
i thought he doesnt LIKES her at all ?
i thought he says HE DONT WEAR WORN SHOES?
i thought he still LIKES his gf?
fuck, that day still tell me u so emo after losing yr gf and u are a guy without emotions already and nw u are telling me this kind of thing?
craps, totally craps, one day i bth im really going down to confront him -.-

ya saw her blog, she was emo last night, and it seems that she turn to that esmond again, and so caring, ask her not to cry cos will tio cancer..
i just realise everytime when she was down, she would talk to him, cos he can cheer her up?
and her last sentence 'is this how its going to end?'
i rlly got NOTHING TO SAY, NOTHING.

can anyone tells me what to do? the thought of losing her anytime really makes me feel like breaking down..
forget it, byee..
];

2008-07-03T22:16:00.003+08:00

hellos blog !

im having a really bad headache now, and nothing to do so update laaaaa >< ! TODAY MY ENG ORAL LAAA. AND I WAS SCARED LOL. okay the passage was superr easy, i read like angmoh, aww im proud of myself LOL. and the pic was so-so bah. and the conversation part, 'is thr anything you worked hard for in yr life before'? duh, so many things.. haha lazy type what i said, but the examiner seems happy and laughing at what i said. so i guess its okay :>
tomorrow is my brithdayyyyyyyyyyy, but i dont seem excited about it ); i dunno why.
spider and shan and the rest say want celebrate for me and give me surprise lols, worse, xiaolong planned to open chalet for me one LOL. gandong ahh -.-
hope it will be fun tmr bah! alot of pple ma :)

anyway, saw sth im not supposed to seeee, and that rlly made me rlly regretted coming online.
sians, it just made me realise they are so close, still can take pic of each other and post on blog..
and that sentence rlly hurts me.. hais.

forget it, bo mood already la. byebye ];

2008-06-29T14:20:00.002+08:00

thanks for letting me cry, again.
i know to others, maybe im just a crybaby, but you dunno how deep you hurt me with your words.
knn, cb, fuck, was everything my mistake?
i just wana your simple good morning msg, is that too hard to achieve?
i wana meet ytd, was it my fault that in the end never?
you said you wanted to go zoo work, i didnt stop you.
but im worried about you ok?
this friday you are going khatib to work at night, what if sth happen?
why cant u understand how your bf feels?
and, i really minded about that comment, is that my fault again for making a fuss?
nevermind, everything was my fault, was my mistake,
im sensitive, im unreasonable, im a promise breaker,
thanks.

5 more days supposely to my birthday, i guess i can forget about it already.

i'll be gone,
now.

2008-06-28T10:56:00.003+08:00

lol hellos! :D

nothing to do in the morning, so update this thing :X
ytd was great lah! omg, after sch, went novena to meet nienie :D
then send her to esplanade for her interview -.-
HENG I NVR GO HOME TO CHANGE LA, THE INTERVIEW SO FAST LOL.
after that.. shh, secret XD

ahahas.
at night meet jincai they all, waliewwwwwww. so many pple lah! xiao kong and xiao long come :D
funny la they all haha, all meet at amk, 20 plus pple -.-
then celebrate adelene's birthday at mac.
then head for NYP for the splendours -.-
LOL. we anyhow shout inside the concert whoo XDD
anyway i enjoyed ytd la! SONG SISTER HSE <3 XDD
thats all la, dont want write le, BYE.

2008-06-25T21:05:00.002+08:00

shake shake im here updating this blog again!
bo bian, kena forced by SOMEBODY must update de :X

LOL ok nth much rlly happened today, but today after sch went amk to meet BAOBEI! ;D
then went jubilee to get tickets for 'DONT MESS WITH ME ZOHAN' LOL.
it was fucking funny la dammit! the eng is like shit also ;X
but anw, i enjoyed it, cos she was with me (:
then send her home jiu go home too le, ahhh!

tmr gotta go back tpy, my aunt say its my chinese birthday or sth? O.O anw i wana visit my ahma ma, so go lor.

487 days and counting~
iloveyou xh <3

shake shake :D

2008-06-24T22:54:00.002+08:00

today is a special day, cos its me and my baobei's 16th mth!

im happy of course (:

i wana thank her for giving me the best all these while, baby if u see this, i love you lots ok? muacks <3

thats all la, lazy update. BYE.

2008-06-23T22:04:00.001+08:00

you fulfill all the tiao jians of being an ah beng {:

jiayou bah. :x

2008-06-22T02:11:00.004+08:00

HOW TO BE AN AH LIAN/AH BENG:D

You! Still trying to fit in with that cool bunch of ah lians/ ah bengs? Well, now you can! With this AWESOME post, with your very own personal trainer!

Me: Hi, i'm ChaoCheeBye-Kanina-Kaopei-Guailan-Fucktard-Lanjiao. :D

Lesson #1
To be an ah lian/ ah beng, First, you must always wear COLOURFUL SKINNIES. Yes! They are labeled Hip, Cool and practically the Queen of fashion by all ah lians/ ah bengs. You have to wear the brightess and most SHOCKING colours available. Hotpink, Babypink, Limegreen, Electricblue and whatnot! It's so... SHOCKING! You'll attract A LOT of attraction from say, that hot hunk beside you or that hot chick. People would want to be a library card and CHECK YOU OUT!

Lesson #2
You'll never be an ah lian/ ah beng if you don't have at least ONE striped shirt/ cardigan! Yes! Many ah lians/ ah bengs LOVEEEEEEEEEE stripe shirts, cause it looks like a Zebra, and they think Zebras are COOL! Red&Black, Pink&Black, Purple&Black, Green&Black and what other colour combination they have!

Lesson #3
Get as many GANS as you can! Aiai, stead, boyfriend, wife, kor, jie, mei, di and whatnot. Donkey?

Lesson #4
Add the chinese character, "AI" in front of your name! So your name becomes, "Ai chicken" Or something like that. Meaning, you want EVERYBODYYYYYYYYY to LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEE you! Wheeeeeeeeee:D

Lesson #5
ACT CUTE. You know, pout your lips, make your eyes big, place your hands on your cheek, tilt your head to the right and blahblah.

Lesson #6
Mix English with Chinese and Dialect into every sentence you speak. So it becomes something like this,
"Whoa, ChaoCheeBye you pangseh me for what. Chi bao mei shi zuo arh?"
"Fuck you la, you think you very pretty meh? Come Kaopei me for what shit?"
Or something like that. I'm not an ah lian/ beng, so i won't know:D Be sure to add in TONS AND TONS of vulgarities!

Lesson #7
Break the rules. What are rules for, if you can't break them?

Lesson #8
Tattoos. Put as many fish-like pictures as tattoos on your body, ESPECIALLY your leg there, its going to attract lots of fishes you know, want to be fish so much? go die and reincarnate bah :D

That's all you need to know, to be an ah lian/ ah beng. :D

I think i just insulted half the population in Singapore. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEKKKKKKKKKK.

shakeshake :D